Glasses!

I got glasses! It's nice to SEE what I am doing at work and when I watch TV. Things here are going ok, I can't really complain all too much. Ashley (my cat) has been sick and the vet took samples of a lump she has to test for cancer. I really hope its not cancer. I truly hate that word. She's 18 years old, and I know that she's had a really long life, but I don't know if I'll ever be ready to let her go. Sorry for the bad quality picture, it came off a cell phone from last weekend. Take care all, and say a prayer for Ashley!

Deep

Ever wonder why it is that some people are put on this earth to walk it alone? They never find a mate, they never make a family, never get to wake up next to the one person in the world that they can't get enough of. Have you ever wondered... really wondered...

I"m one of those people. I wasn't meant to meet the right guy, and I wasn't meant to have a family or not be alone. So can someone tell me how your supposed to be the strong one when your always alone? I guess in the night, when I'm alone and its dark, I just wonder.

Everyone has their share of problems... but too bad no one knows what is going on in my head. Thank God most people dont.

Da Birthday Girl!!!

Happy 3rd Birthday baby! She's growing up too fast! Cindy would be so proud of her. I'm just happy to have gotten the chance to go to Florida to see her for her birthday. What a happy little camper she was to see me! This has got to be my favorite age. Thanks again to Andrew for putting up with me for three days and throwing her a great party.

First Anniversary

I always thought that anniversaries were supposed to be a good thing. A celebration of another year gone by of something that has happened, like a marriage for example. But not today. Today marks one whole year that Cindy is gone. An entire year of silence and an entire year of tears.

I'll keep this one short, just keep a moment of silence today...
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