Songs

It's amazing how one song can make you stop the car, pull over and burst into tears... its been three months... actually 12 weeks and three days and I still feel it was yesterday that I kissed Cindy's cheek as she slept and told her that I loved her dearly. I whispered in her ear that it was her "purple world" and that she would forever be in it. Avril Lavigne came out with a song called "Slipped Away" which seems to really hit home and even though its hard for me to listen to, I can never just turn it off. Even when I want to, I wind up just listening anyway.

For now all I can do is give you the lyrics, but I hope that all of you reading this will take a moment to locate this song and maybe listen to it. It may not be Sarah McLachlan and her sorrow style, but the lyrics really do fit.

I dont know how anyone else is doing, but I still feel like I am drowning over here. All the therapy and meds to keep me calm in the world aren't going to help me. They aren't going to bring back what I lost and I will never again have peace the way I did or balance.


"Slipped Away"
I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad.

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly.

[Chorus]
The day you slipped away.....
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh

Na na 
Na na na na na 

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly

[Chorus]
The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh


I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why.
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

Now you're gone 
Now you're gone
There you go 
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go 
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

[Chorus]X2

Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you.