Have you ever had a series of strange moments that actually make you nervous or scared? Well that's me this morning. I had a horrible dream last night that I was running through a hospital crying out loud "I dont want to die, and please help me". My hands were turning blue and I kept looking at my knees that were darkened with blood inside. Every time I would finally find a doctor they would smile in pity and say they were sorry but they couldn't help me. I kept showing them my hands for some reason and how the nails and fingers were turning blue. But the strange part was how hard I was fighting... I had plenty of energy but no one would listen to me.
I woke up very upset. As I staggered into the bathroom this morning I kept checking my hands and knees, and I moved just a little slower this morning. I wondered if Cindy had a dream like that before she passed away. If she was screaming inside like that and no one could hear her. It was frightening.
I got to work at 8am, which is where I am now. I have a new job for those of you who don't know. I thought that I had finally shaken off this strange feeling I've had all day but instead I just got a nose bleed... that didn't help put my fears to bed.
I guess you can say that I'm having an unsettling day, and all I can do is hope that it gets better as the day progresses... I wish nothing but good thoughs, dreams and days to everyone.
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