Some things never change. Two years ago today, July 19th, 2004 I was told that Cindy had cancer. I just can't believe that when my eyes opened this morning it was the first thing to come into my mind. I don't think I will ever get over that horrible sinking feeling, like all the air sucked right out of the room.
I am so thankful for family and friends that have and continue to help me through this... and I'm sorry to everyone who also shares pain with me on Cindy's loss. I guess we all share it but in a different way. For me, its my lifelong sister... from the moment I was born I never knew a time without Cindy, even when I didn't want her around! Now its still not normal. Every person who talks to me about their sister, brother... just makes me jealous.
I can only offer this.... cherish your time on earth... and those around you that you love. Dont ever take them for granted, you just never know when they will be taken from you.
I love you "Cidney"... and I miss you terribly...
~Sherry
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Dear Cindy,
I just wanted to thank you for letting me know that you are still here with me and I love you and miss you more than you know. I wanted to write to you and let you know that everytime I hear these lyrics to Nicklebacks song written, I think of you and about me and about us. The song title is "Far Away" I sing to you all the time and talk about you everyday and I mean everyday!!
This time, this place, misused, mistakes, too long, too late, just one chance, just one breath, just incase there's just one left? Cause you know that I love you...I have loved you all along and I miss you been far away for far too long.I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go...stop breathing If I don't see you anymore. I'd give it all, I'd give for us but I won't give up. So far away, been so far away for far too long but you know, that I know that I wanted you to stay cause I need to hear you say That I love you and I forgive you for being away for far too long so keep breathing cause I'm not leaving- hold onto me and never let me go. I love you, cry for you everyday but I know you are here with me to guide me through....please come back to me the way you have...I love you my "Cidney girl" I miss you!
Love, hugs and kisses from all of us...Bonnie, Jamie, Jackie Lynn and Jamie Boy, Mom and Dad
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