July 19th, 2004... will always stick out for me. If you go back in my blog you can see why. Cindy was diagnosed with cancer that day. I remember feeling like there was nothing that i could do to make the world stop turning until that moment.
This one is short and sweet... Cindy, almost four years has passed and I'd give ANYTHING to see you, talk to you... anything. You took part of me with you, and someday I'll be whole again.
Your loved and missed.
Always.
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Hi it's me Bonnie, I am having a tough time for a long time and Cin you know what? I know now that I always will. Look at what time it is my love, and I woke again at 2:39AM again- I know it's you.I have been dreaming of you!! This July this particular month? Three times in one week? The dreams are so real we talk and I see that beautiful gorgeous smile and hear that bubbly laugh that is so contagious. I woke suddenly confused-helpless and cried for you Cin, I'll write in detail about what the "Medium" told me and share it with everyone who comes here to visit as I feel you deserve this space- to be spoken to and written to. You are not just someone in our world who has passed on to somewhere more beautiful- you are someone very special and loved and missed. As you always gave me advice, please send me some to help cope with missing you and needing you so much. I can't pretend to mend this whole in my heart and cannot pretend anymore that I am 100 percent whole without you. I miss you honey and I love you as I cry myself to sleep once again. Sherry I hope your engagement has helped you bring some happiness and some more of a comfort feeling to you!
Love,
Bonnie
PS: I would love to see photo's of Melissa- please mail me by snail mail if you still know my home address. Thanks so much!
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