Can you believe that November 13th, 2008 is four years that Cindy is gone. Please take a moment to light a candle and have a moment of silence for her on this day. Remember her smile and her laugh... her wit and her honesty. This time is different for me, I am now the age Cindy was when she passed away... 36. So tomorrow will be the last day she was alive at this age... and I will surpass her after 2:30am tonight.
Please let everyone remember that she would want us to smile and remember her in good times. Please feel free to comment if you read this... I dont get much feedback anymore and I'd love to know that someone is reading this aside from just me.
As someone said to me recently... "smile, there is always someone out there that thinks of you"
She is missed today as much as she was missed the day she left. I hope that Ashley is keeping her company and I hope that she is getting all the kisses and snuggles I desperately miss. Also Thanks to my mom to find cindy's bathrobe, unwashed... on my birthday I got to breathe my Cindy in for a moment and cry... I so missed that.
Bless all that read this... and thank you for your moment of silence tomorrow.
always,
Sherry
3 comments:
Yes Sherry, I read your blog all the time, especially today. I awoke at 2:22 a.m., the same time Cindy left this world. I was sad for a while but then I did remember all the good times we had, her great smile and her beautiful grey eyes. I am sure Ashley is snuggling with her and I know you miss that but know that Ashley now has company. I know we will both get through the day today and every Nov 13 hereafter. Just stay strong as I know you are and I hope that anyone who does read this will continue to think of Cindy as we always do. We will always love her (and you of course) and we are very proud of you. Hope to see many more comments.
Sherry - words cannot express how I feel - just suffice to say how much my thoughts are with you, mom and dad, and how I think about Cindy all the time. Thank you for letting us know about this blog. I am tearing up reading through some of your entries. You are eloquent, and have been so in times when it was most difficult. I love you.
Dear Sherry, As I sit here with tears softly falling from my eyes, I look at the pictures of your beautiful sister and smile. Your blogs about your Cindy have touched my heart so deeply. I thought of your sister as more then just a cousin through marriage. Cindy & I were very close and I considered her so much more then a cousin then you will ever know. I can still hear her voice saying " cookie man" to me on the phone. I can't imagine the pain you feel,every day that goes by. You are a strong woman and hopefully as each day passes, you will gain more strength from your wonderful memories with your sister and know that she is still with you, not only through Melissa but all around you ~ Thank you for sharing your blogs with me. It has touched my heart more then you will ever know....Cindy was very special and you meant the world to her..... Love, Donna
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