BIG smiles!

And heres the other one! :)

Growing up

Heres two pictures of Melissa that I took over this passed weekend, I can't believe how big she got, and she slendered out as well. She is still such an amazing little kid and truly a VERY good child... Cindy would be so proud and probably is... thanks to everyone who came this weekend and thanks to Cindy for giving us Melissa.. my pride and joy.

Strange moments...

Have you ever had a series of strange moments that actually make you nervous or scared? Well that's me this morning. I had a horrible dream last night that I was running through a hospital crying out loud "I dont want to die, and please help me". My hands were turning blue and I kept looking at my knees that were darkened with blood inside. Every time I would finally find a doctor they would smile in pity and say they were sorry but they couldn't help me. I kept showing them my hands for some reason and how the nails and fingers were turning blue. But the strange part was how hard I was fighting... I had plenty of energy but no one would listen to me.

I woke up very upset. As I staggered into the bathroom this morning I kept checking my hands and knees, and I moved just a little slower this morning. I wondered if Cindy had a dream like that before she passed away. If she was screaming inside like that and no one could hear her. It was frightening.

I got to work at 8am, which is where I am now. I have a new job for those of you who don't know. I thought that I had finally shaken off this strange feeling I've had all day but instead I just got a nose bleed... that didn't help put my fears to bed.

I guess you can say that I'm having an unsettling day, and all I can do is hope that it gets better as the day progresses... I wish nothing but good thoughs, dreams and days to everyone.

Inconsiderate people...

Someone who was surfing the blogs decided to leave a comment on my blog with a phone number advertising a school! What nerve!!!!! Where do people get the nerve to do things like that??

I just figured out how to delete it, but I was just so hot under the collar about that. Now I'm sitting here waiting for a customer to pick up their dog (for those who dont know, I groom dogs) and thankfully she's behaving nicely waiting for her owner.

I also started a new job this week. I guess school might just pay off after all. Its in New Jersey doing computer administration type work. I have a LOT to learn still but at least I got my foot in the door somewhere and I just hope that the guy I work for will have the patience to let me learn and keep me on there. But I enjoy being there. I keep very busy all day and the guy I work for (Keat is his name) laughs every time I say "what should I do now?". Yesterday he said "i am presently surfing the web and talking on AOL, cant you??" hahahah! I said that would look horrible! My first day and I'm surfing the web?? So I cleaned up the office and cataloged some of the hardware that is laying around and put it into storage giving us more room.

At least today there was much more for me to do, I was thankful for that. I actually have work waiting for me when I get in tomorrow morning! YAY! One can only hope that the work will be easy though... stupid HP computers... they put way too many screws in them!

Well... I guess thats all I have to say for now... take care all.

Sherry