Time passes as it does... and this morning I was driving to work thinking back at how when Cindy first passed away I wondered how I would get through an ENTIRE day without tears. I've been doing that now but this morning I didn't. There's still a few choice moments, songs, memories that will pop into my head and I'm back at square one. This morning I was remembering something Cindy had done for me when I was younger, and at first I smiled but then I let out a few tears at the thought that I could never call her again just to tell her things going on. There are things going on.. and even though people tell me "don't worry, she knows", I would love to just hear her reaction to what is going on.
I got a new job... I am in a good place in my life... financially for once I'm not drowning, and I am engaged. Yep, engaged. My parent's aren't thrilled about my choice in a fiance but I love Jeff and this is one of those "my decision" things. I'm nearly 36 years old, and my life is my life... I'm going to do what makes me happy. And he makes me very happy.
Melissa is graduating from Kindergarden in June, to which I am going to TRY to fly down to see. I would love to see her anyway but it's been a very long time since I've seen her.
Hope everyone else is well... feel free to drop me an email to whoever still reads this! LadySunshin3@gmail.com
~Sherry
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Sherry, I still read this and OMG what wonderful news!! You are engaged!!! I am happy for you and wish you the best! Are you still on the Island? When are you getting married? The best of luck to you and I'm sure your mom and dad will come around and learn to like your choice. I am up again from 2:29 am since then I've been thinking and just feeling so so sad...No one can help me and no one ever will be able to help me. I am going to a "Medium" I believe she is called, and have an appointment in May. I was read by someone this past summer who immediatly got into my hurt, she was amazing and made me know for sure that she was feeling Cidney Girl. She offered me this tiny bottle of scented oil that smells oh so sweet but on her bottle it is called "Positive" She instructed me to use it when I feel sick and miss her- so without being said I use it everyday- especailly at night before bed-she told me this "Positive" will only bring me to fully understand why she had to leave us and rest assured- it was for the positive reasons of a newer and happier, healthier life for her-not to hurt any of us or make us feel lonely. She expressed how "Positive her Life has been" and we should be grateful and happy for Cindy as she is at peace. Be Positive in that your newer life to be will work out and you will have a husband to care for as he will care for you. When is your wedding date? I'm smiling just thinking how Cindy is saying "Sherry getting Married? What? She will send you all the ropes of the Do's and the Don'ts I am sure of it! Best of luck Kiddo-way to go- keep in touch please as I always read the Cindy Journals. I'll keep you posted on how my meeting goes with "Camille" in May...I'm a little, lot of nervous but I hope it's all good...until then remain "Positive"
Bonnie
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