Some things never change. Two years ago today, July 19th, 2004 I was told that Cindy had cancer. I just can't believe that when my eyes opened this morning it was the first thing to come into my mind. I don't think I will ever get over that horrible sinking feeling, like all the air sucked right out of the room.
I am so thankful for family and friends that have and continue to help me through this... and I'm sorry to everyone who also shares pain with me on Cindy's loss. I guess we all share it but in a different way. For me, its my lifelong sister... from the moment I was born I never knew a time without Cindy, even when I didn't want her around! Now its still not normal. Every person who talks to me about their sister, brother... just makes me jealous.
I can only offer this.... cherish your time on earth... and those around you that you love. Dont ever take them for granted, you just never know when they will be taken from you.
I love you "Cidney"... and I miss you terribly...
~Sherry
