Time passes as it does... and this morning I was driving to work thinking back at how when Cindy first passed away I wondered how I would get through an ENTIRE day without tears. I've been doing that now but this morning I didn't. There's still a few choice moments, songs, memories that will pop into my head and I'm back at square one. This morning I was remembering something Cindy had done for me when I was younger, and at first I smiled but then I let out a few tears at the thought that I could never call her again just to tell her things going on. There are things going on.. and even though people tell me "don't worry, she knows", I would love to just hear her reaction to what is going on.
I got a new job... I am in a good place in my life... financially for once I'm not drowning, and I am engaged. Yep, engaged. My parent's aren't thrilled about my choice in a fiance but I love Jeff and this is one of those "my decision" things. I'm nearly 36 years old, and my life is my life... I'm going to do what makes me happy. And he makes me very happy.
Melissa is graduating from Kindergarden in June, to which I am going to TRY to fly down to see. I would love to see her anyway but it's been a very long time since I've seen her.
Hope everyone else is well... feel free to drop me an email to whoever still reads this! LadySunshin3@gmail.com
~Sherry
