Inconsiderate people...

Someone who was surfing the blogs decided to leave a comment on my blog with a phone number advertising a school! What nerve!!!!! Where do people get the nerve to do things like that??

I just figured out how to delete it, but I was just so hot under the collar about that. Now I'm sitting here waiting for a customer to pick up their dog (for those who dont know, I groom dogs) and thankfully she's behaving nicely waiting for her owner.

I also started a new job this week. I guess school might just pay off after all. Its in New Jersey doing computer administration type work. I have a LOT to learn still but at least I got my foot in the door somewhere and I just hope that the guy I work for will have the patience to let me learn and keep me on there. But I enjoy being there. I keep very busy all day and the guy I work for (Keat is his name) laughs every time I say "what should I do now?". Yesterday he said "i am presently surfing the web and talking on AOL, cant you??" hahahah! I said that would look horrible! My first day and I'm surfing the web?? So I cleaned up the office and cataloged some of the hardware that is laying around and put it into storage giving us more room.

At least today there was much more for me to do, I was thankful for that. I actually have work waiting for me when I get in tomorrow morning! YAY! One can only hope that the work will be easy though... stupid HP computers... they put way too many screws in them!

Well... I guess thats all I have to say for now... take care all.

Sherry

A year reflection...

Today is July 19th... for anyone who still does read this, today one year ago I got that horrible phone call that Cindy had cancer. That is a day that will always stay with me. Hearing my mother's voice, seeing my father sitting on that kitchen chair and knowing that things were never going to be the same again. I just dont think anyone expected that it was the first day towards the end.

There are so many thoughts running through my head today... but I think that for the most part I want to just say that at least today I can think of Cindy with a smile, remember good moments, her laugh, her smile and how she always managed to keep her strength about her, even when she was at her weakest.

I love you Cindy, I loved you then, and I'll always love you... See you again someday sis.

Always,
Sherry

PS: The unveiling of Cindy's stone will be September 18th, 2005 if anyone wants to go, please just email me for details at LadySunshin3@gmail.com

Time healing...

Well, it seems that time does heal even though I still feel like theres a huge hole in my life, but at least I can think of Cindy and smile... remembering things that have happened in our lives, and things we've done.

I love my sister, and that will never die, I'll carry that with me forever. I'll carry it for both of us.

I also learned that home isn't where you plop your stuff and sleep, its where your heart feels comfortable. And where your eyes are soothed. It's also where you can wake up smiling and go to sleep peacefully. Maybe someday I'll have that again, and I hope for that.

Sherry

Shifts in my life...

Well again it's time for me to go through some life shifting... friends coming and going from my life, new faces coming in, older ones walking out and me in the middle just watching everything go by carefully...taking note of who I loved and who I will love.

A person's soul can hold so much love for people, even when they are not there anymore, it's still there. It's amazing how much you never forget your first love, your best friends in the world and your family. I am thankful for every one of them and will never hold any ill will against a single one of them. I thank everyone in my life for what they have given me, what I have been taught and the guidance I have gotten. I hope that everyone who has touched my life also has learned something... and I hope that everyone is able to learn to love, and allow new people into their lives as well.

I'll keep my soul quiet for now... keep watching the life shifts and hope that when it stops... I'm on the right side of the tracks...making the right decisions.

"Cheers"