Bleh

Well looks like I've been "censored". I have been asked to password protect my blog which is not possible so since I cant I've been told I cant show a pretty picture of my niece on my page.

Unbelievable... next call will be "why did you get all pissy and post this!?!!"

Anyways, I guess I'll just post up whatever ELSE I want from now on... as for Melissa Pictures, feel free to email me or call me for them. I'm sure no one will mind if I am emailing a picture to those who NEVER get any... EVER! NO ONE HAS PICTURES OF THIS KID EXCEPT ME AND MY PARENTS!!!!

Thats why it was up here, so others could print it out for themselves. Not like anyone sends us pictures on a regular basis, we're just the NY family she never sees or really knows about... who are we?

Nothing like having a dead sister and no interaction unless we all haul our asses to Florida on a regular basis, like we're all rich and can afford it.

So if you would like a picture of Melissa, feel free to ask me for it and I'll gladly email it to you. Cause I dont need people getting pissy that there's a pic on my blog showing off how pretty and big she's gotten.

~bleh...

Silence...

Today is three years... three years that Cindy left us and there isn't a day that goes by that I am not reminded of her or miss her. I woke up at 2:29am this morning, which is when I got the phone call three years ago from my mother. She simply said "She's gone", and my world changed.

I woke up this morning, took a look around my dark room, quietly sat up and just sat there. Eventually I fell back to sleep but for that brief moment, Cindy woke me and it was ok. Its more then just missing here, its that everything is so very different then it should be. There are so many things that got affected with her death and I know I cannot control them, and I know I can't change them... so I'll just keep a quiet little thought..

"You're missed in more ways then one, and by so many people."

Always in my heart, thoughts and tongue....

Your sister,
Sherry

As days go by...

Your birthday just passed (October 10th), you would have been 39 years old... I'm sorry I didn't post on that day, I just had such a horrible day. You were on my mind even more then normal and then to top it all off, there are other things going on that I am sure you already know about, and would be only too happy to slap the hell out of those that are aggravating me right now.

But on a lighter note, the weather was beautiful on your birthday and I made a wish for you. I know your always there... and I know that this year's birthday gift was Ashley. I hope she has been a good little snuggler for you with lots and lots of kisses. I miss the sandpaper kisses so much.

I love you Cindy...

2007

Pictures are great... Heres a new one of Melissa... I can't believe how big she has gotten and how much she looks like Cindy...